I set myself up for failure when I proclaimed that since my busy season at work has come to an end, that I would be able to fully commit to the program. Long story short didn’t happen. I’m losing ground fast. Subby is closing in fast.
I know what to do and have not followed through. Not happy with this outcome. Still, through osmosis the lessons have been absorbed into my mind and thoughts. Continuous signs chronically appear in my daily life to reinforce my new learned behavior.
Still I resist to embrace the philosophy and practice the triggers that will enhance my life. I’ve got to get a handle on this and stop being lazy. That is all that I can attribute my actions to. Pure laziness.
So begin again I shall with the hopes of following through. The battle rages on!