Week 2 – Under the weather MKMMA

This was a frustrating week for me. The materials for week 2 weren’t ready until Saturday night.  I like to be proactive and be prepared. Next I was unable to view the Webcast on my PC. Therefore, I could not get the full effect with my webinar handouts. I like to utilize various types of methods to enhance my learning ability.

I have a change of weather cold. I jumped on it quick but I feel like crap. When I feel under the weather I can not think straight. My head is in a vice grip. I am no where near my potential this week. I am just miserable.

I am also feeling like a Freshman in high school. I had to decide what I wanted to do with the rest of my life in 4 years. Now I am under the same gun with less time. I would really like to know how to tap into my hard head and know what it is that I really want. I am clueless. What’s a girl to do?

I will not let this discourage me. I will not give in to “subby”. I will continue daily reinforcement as instructed.   I will continue living the dream. The reward is well worth the struggle. “I will drink as a instructed and spill not a drop. And the seed of success I will swallow!”

I was thinking, imagine that, I wonder if  should enlist the aid of a hypnotherapist to help me unleash my dharma. I probably have a lot of cement to get through. In addition, I am most likely a major control freak and would not submit to being placed under hypnosis. So there in lies my dilemma. My agenda is to figure out a feasible plan to tap in to my raw feelings and discover my true bliss.


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I am a native of Pittsburgh, PA. Home of the Pittsburgh Steelers! I relocated to North Carolina in 2007.

One thought on “Week 2 – Under the weather MKMMA”

  1. Way to go Janet. The sits, reading, and exercises are already beginning to work their magic. Therein lay the answer to your question, “What’s a girl to do?” Those things just noted. We all have something uniquely marvelous inside. You’ve got that, therefore, you’ve got this!


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