This was a frustrating week for me. The materials for week 2 weren’t ready until Saturday night. I like to be proactive and be prepared. Next I was unable to view the Webcast on my PC. Therefore, I could not get the full effect with my webinar handouts. I like to utilize various types of methods to enhance my learning ability.
I have a change of weather cold. I jumped on it quick but I feel like crap. When I feel under the weather I can not think straight. My head is in a vice grip. I am no where near my potential this week. I am just miserable.
I am also feeling like a Freshman in high school. I had to decide what I wanted to do with the rest of my life in 4 years. Now I am under the same gun with less time. I would really like to know how to tap into my hard head and know what it is that I really want. I am clueless. What’s a girl to do?
I will not let this discourage me. I will not give in to “subby”. I will continue daily reinforcement as instructed. I will continue living the dream. The reward is well worth the struggle. “I will drink as a instructed and spill not a drop. And the seed of success I will swallow!”
I was thinking, imagine that, I wonder if should enlist the aid of a hypnotherapist to help me unleash my dharma. I probably have a lot of cement to get through. In addition, I am most likely a major control freak and would not submit to being placed under hypnosis. So there in lies my dilemma. My agenda is to figure out a feasible plan to tap in to my raw feelings and discover my true bliss.